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♥Welcome To My Lovely Land♥

♥ Monday, November 30, 2009 ♥

Ever since we kinda like.. went separate ways,
Things change a lot I can say.

At the beginning it was fine. Everything was as per normal.
Until something came up & it some how, split or more like.. Not in contact anymore.

Remember when I asked: "Eh, will we still be in touch after this or not? I scared later we wont be in contact anymore sia!"
You were the one who assured me that we will still stay in touch after the "storm".
Yes. We did stay in touch. Until a "tsunami" came.
It washed you away. COMPLETELY AWAY.

I dropped by and say Hi occasionally, asking whether you joining us for lunch or not. You always give me the same reply. "I see how first."
You never came.

Sounds stupid but, I was always hoping that you will AT LEAST join us for lunch. Or to go down with us during first break like we always do. You told me you will keep what I wrote to you in that letter in mind. But, from my point of view, you are just saying it and not doing it.
Is it really that hard for you to plan your timing?

I really sunk when you got irritated because I asked you a question.
Your reply to me was.. Cold.

I.. really dont know what else can I do to get you back or try to see you during break.
Do you want me to go back to first step where I introduce myself to you and start all over again?
Am I really someone not important to you?
Someone whom you can brush it off when you got what you wanted?
Dont you want to go back to the shore for awhile after you got "WASHED AWAY?"

I really dont know what to do le. After 1 issue was settled, another one stepped in.
Ok, blame me for being so emotionally attached to you.
In other words, to a friend whom I want to protect because you cried when you heard what happened to me.
I was so determined. So much so that, I didnt want anybody to hurt you.
But I guess all those werent needed at all.

Just let me cry and get on with my life because I guess there's no way you...
Are coming back...

♥ My Story
10:26 PM

♥ Tuesday, November 03, 2009 ♥

FUCKERS.

FOR FUCK I CARE.
AND SHEM IS READING WHAT I TYPE.

BUT, AH, FUCK.

THESE FUCKERS.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

KNNCCB

NB
CB
WADEVER VULGARITIES.
ALL TO YOU PPL.

BLINDED BY LOVE.
GOOD JOB.

WELL DONE.

SO PROUD OF YOU.
THANKS UH.
HIDE THINGS FROM ME.

YOU SURE YOU ARE SEEN THE WAY YOU ARE?
YOU SURE HE SEES YOU AS THAT?
YOU SURE YOU CAN KEEP IT LOW PROFILE?
YOU THINK YOU CAN LAST LONG?
YOU THINK HE WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT?
YOU THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT TIME?
YOU THINK U SMART UH?
LECTURE ME. YOU LAE?
NO BRAIN UH? STUPID UH!?
SO SMART LECTURE ME. LECTURE YOURSELF LA PLS.

SO KIND IN FRONT OF ME.
JI TAO WANT KEEP LOW PROFILE.
WIN LIAO LOR.

YOU KNOW THIS FEELING SUCKS MA?

EH PLS, FRIEND LIKE THAT.
FINE LA.
WADEVER I HAVE I ALSO DONT TELL U LA.
I JI TAO REPLY "I WAN TO KEEP LOW PROFILE."

SEE U DU LAN OR NOT.
IF YOU GET DU LAN.

GOOD JOB. (Y)
YOU JUS EXPERIENCE HOW I FELT.

AND FOR YOU IDIOT,
YOU THINK BY SPAMING SMS WILL HELP,
YOU AND UR LIES.
YOU ARENT REAL.
GET LOST.

WAD KIND OF FRIEND IS THIS!?
AND TO THINK THAT I LABEL U MY "FRIEND"

PLS LA, DONT MAKE A PROMISE YOU CNT KEEP.
WHY?
CAUSE YOU WILL JUST HURT PEOPLE'S FEELING.
GET THAT INTO YOUR HEAD.

ASSHOLE.

And to think that I will solve my own problems.
Maybe not.
I dont want to care about it anymore.

♥ My Story
5:56 PM

♥ Monday, November 02, 2009 ♥

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

JI TAO, SO LONG NEVER BLOG LE!

LOL.

1: Very VEH VEH VEH VEH lazy.
2: Was rushing for Gakuensai.
3: After finishing everything, it goes back to me being VEH VEH VEH VEH VEH lazy to blog

(=w=)v

So, a lot of emotional topics popped out.
A lot of questions went through my head.
Hanging out with JCIG people most of the time.
Go to school with Cheng and gang.
Hates Entrepreneurship cause its a freaking THEORY MODULE.
Loves Comms, CC and Cog II.. DMA.. okok la.. The faci grade damn SLOW can.

KAOSZXC.
(-A-)-'-

Okay. end of updates.
LAZY to blog, as always.
I got twitter.
It is more ALIVE than my blog. LOL!

Follow me if you want.
staLULU (yes. Search for that name. >:D)
My tweets are on private though.
So, you have to go through me before you can read what are my daily tweets.
Some are uber lame.

AND QINAI, I UPDATE LE!!!!! XD

I want to back out from this mind game. I dont know who to choose, I dont know what to do.
I am NOT ready.

♥ My Story
9:00 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ♥

Hi people!
It's me again :D
Yesterday I went to school for something kinda stupid but fun at the same time WEIRD.
Ok, this is how it went:

Yang yang, Mei Hsien, Trevor and I were gaming in DGN till 7am when Yang yang suddenly told us that his mum was pissed off (Yes. we DID NOT SLEEP for the entire night (=w=)v )

He said his mum bought 5L of MEIJI milk and expect him to finish that amount by that night.
He whined and told us how much he HATES milk. So I told him I wouldn't mind meeting up to help him drink the milk (It just came out from my mind. It is VERY random.)

Surprisingly he didn't mind.
So the 4 of us discussed about it and plan to meet @ woodlands, 3pm.
I went to sleep first and gave EVERYONE wake up call.
Yang Yang was the WORST.
Call god knows how many times still don't want to wake up.
Can even msg me and tell me he want to sleep!
*facepalm*

BUT!
Something happened. When I went to JE to meet Yang yang, Trev thought that it was cancelled.
Cause the last thing I told him was that Yang yang was still sleeping. He went to tell his mum he not going out. (So I told him that I'm with yang yang otw to school, he went "GG. I told my mum I not going out") So in the end sadly, Trev couldn't make it.

HAHA, we even plan to mark 14th of every month as Milk day.
Then I noticed. 14th Feb = valentines' day = milk day?
LOL.
Not sure la.. If they REALLY REALLY want to mark as milk day I dont mind :D
So ya, we went to school JUST TO DRINK 2L OF MILK *grin*
Btw, the milk EXPIRES on 150909 (No wonder Yang yang's mum wants him to finish it by that night *double facepalm*)

After that I went off to meet Naz and gang for dinner.
My body is there but my soul isnt.
Jia lat.

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Then comes TODAY~!
*laughs*
Went to school for the origami session.
We have to make as many as we can before the Gakuensai~
(=w=)
So at the bottom are some of the photos I took while the others are busy folding whatever they are folding~

*****RANDOM POST*****

After the class we are suppose to catch a movie.

But due to the time and some troubles, it was cancelled.

So Bo suggested Basketball.

@ Paulene's area.

Looking at the time, I told them I'm going home instead.

AND I WENT HOME ALONE.

Damn sad. Nonetheless, Lonely.

They changing the moive date to thurs I guess.

I hope can watch. No last minute cancellation.

Please please please.. I really want to watch with you guys.

*****END OF RANDOM POST*****

I'm free from being.....

♥ My Story
7:46 PM

♥ Sunday, September 13, 2009 ♥

Yes. I am back to blog.

Like almost a month never blog already.
Was too darn lazy to blog about it. But, Oh well..
At least I'm blogging now. :)

There was Toy convention (where I saw this "Sex Knowledge" that freaking cost you $600), Natsu Matsuri where I went with Qin Ai, Rox and Sam. The last day of school, where Me, Baby and Qin Ai took lots of photos :D
Wait, I shall correct myself. Not last day of school but last day of school for the SEMESTER.
I wonder who will I meet in my new class.
People from JCIG?
People from Gaming.RP?
Or people from the clique?

HAHAHAHA.. Kinda excited to find out though.

OH! And there was a JCIG camp. Super fun. 3D2N, made 20+ close to 30 friends.
OMG.
One catergory in my msn "JCIG" added (>w<)v
&&& the best part is 2 of them are from DGD.
Yaay! Not alone in DGD meetin anymore!!
kukuku~

And ya, this is the photo where we took during the camp. The 4 of us sang "Blue Bird" Tv size. LOL. You know, the one from Naruto Shippuden. Ya. That one. (>A<)"
The one standing at the top left is Paulene. (I love her voice. She really can sing man!) Then the one in red is Mei Hsien. Qin Ai and her sang the higher pitched while Paulene and I sang the lower ones :3 Ok, the reason we sang is because we need to perform for our "Camp Fire" HAHAHA.. It went well :)

This Blythe I took during the Toy convention. I took 2 only. Trust me, it was SOOOOOO crowded that I was pushed away. And I went to Toy con with Usagi-chan and Shish. Usagi-chan cosplay as Shana. quite a lot of people took her photo (o w o)

But due to her body we need to make quite a number of stops cause...

(I know the reason can le)

We had our favourite drink @ suntec

Mango tango~!!!

o(>w<)o

This is Yama-pi.

OMG!!

*fan girl scream*

This picture is from "Nobuta wo Produce"

He acted as Kusano Akira.

"Kon kon" <-- that character's trade mark. HURHUR.

Just like the picture.

(I hope the picture will moce because it is in .gif format)

You guys should watch "Mei-chan no Shitsuji" too!

I'm currently watching "Kurosagi", "Yukan Club", "Kindaichi: Shounen no Jikenbo", "Lair Game"

and maybe "Akuma no Game" that's hell lot of dramas. But some of them are short ones so I can choose to chiong before the school starts.

*****RANDOM POST*****

Qin Ai introduced me to "Someday for Somebody" by KAT-TUN

PLEASE people, PLEASE, go and listen.

I love die that song man.

I cant stop listening to it.

There are 2 more songs she asked me to go and listen but,

I HAVENT.

Shall listen to it when I get it. :)

AND,

I would like to thank EVERYONE who wished me Happy Birthday on 100909!

This year I got a lot of wishes..

HEH HEH.

Special thanks to Alex, Baby, Cheng, Crystalfur, Khair, Qin Ai and Rox for celebrating with me :)

And I never knew hanging out with JCIG people in the arcade can be SOOOOO much fun!

HAHAHAHA.. I think if there's an outing or what, I should go and see how is it.

OK! Shall stop here. Going to meet Qin Ai they all @ city hall later. There is this NUSS concert @ Esplanade. 3-4pm. Admission is FREE.

Drop by is you have the time :)

You might even bump into me~

HAHAHAHA..

I'm heading home after the performance anyway..

HEHEHE..

*****END OF RANDOM POST*****

I'm still looking...

♥ My Story
11:08 AM

♥ Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ♥

Well people, I got a news to tell all of you (and I decided to blog because Vincent said that my blog is DEAD.)
Yep. I went to see a Doctor just now for my check up.
Followed by a x-ray.
For what?
Cause I got this irritating pain at my spine.
So I decided to go for an x-ray.
Below are the pictures~

The letter saying what I got.

The picture on the left is my chest.
The picture on the right is my spine.

And as you people can see, it's an inverted 'S'..

Doctor: "Your spine looks like a snake. An inverted 'S' "
Me: "Woakay~ Is there anyway I can do to get it straight again?"
Doctor: *look serious* "Sadly there's nothing you can do. Because it is not major to the extend that you need and operation. You will have to live with it. The pain will still be there. Try not to carry things that are too heavy"
Me: *heart sunk* "Oh. I see. Will I still be able to do sports? Like sit-ups or running.."
Doctor: "If it is within your limit you still can. But all those extreme sports you can't."

-----RANDOM POST-----
Yeap.. That's what happened. D:
I got a lot more things to worry about.
This pain of mine is nothing compared to theirs.
I feel like crying not because of the result of my my spine.
It's because of a news that my friend told me.
It made me speechless.
It made me want to stop the time.
Let him live.
Give him more time.
He is too young to suffer from all this.
This is so unfair. (Well duh, life is unfair.)
Why can't this illness be pass to those people who break the law and all??

-----END OF RANDOM POST-----

God, please don't take my friends away from me.
I need them.
If you have to make me suffer in exchange for theirs, I wouldn't mind at all.

♥ My Story
4:44 PM

♥ Monday, August 10, 2009 ♥

Okay~! I'm here to blog again..
Zakaria tagged me in this photo on Facebook.
Which I seriously didn't know it was taken. (=3=)
This was taken when I was Sec5 playing PSP in 5N2's classroom.
I think it is very obvious which one is me la..

This photo was taken on the 2nd day of ClubG camp :)
Look at the smiles!!

This photo was made by Qin Ai. At that point of time, both of us had the same thinking like combining all the pictures and make it into one photo (below). She showed me hers I showed her mine.. They are all still in my photos folder man..

Now to Blog about DGN. You guys know that under my "Cravings" column I actually want my Acolyte to become an Oracle right? HAHAHAHA.. I'm still far from it. D:
The picutre below is to show my 1st (& most probably the LAST) time to kill 1000 monster in a map. I tell you, it's HELL. One of my weapon nearly break. Lucky I bought spare wand. If not I will have to exit the map. *sweat* (=m=)
At that point of time I was in a hidden map :D

This WAS how my Acolyte looked like when my level was lower. It a FULL BUNNY SET :D
(=w=)v
Tried different expressions.. Cause I was bored.
I really love this character man.
(Cause when I went to look at my SS folder, it's filled with LULUbell's photos compared to the others)

OH! OH! OH!
This is the photo of my friends in DGN.
There's Ker, Long, Naz, Chick and Ray. Hong and pwner.. I didn't have a chance to SS them..

-----RANDOM POST-----
There is actually a reason why am I blogging photos from DINOSAUR age.
The secondary school one..
Simple reason la. I have the sudden urge to go back to secondary school again and break the school rules with my friends.
Everyone of my friends went seperate ways (Some Polys, some ITE & some MDIS)
So, when I was blog hopping my friends blog, I see how pack their life is. Then I reflected on myself. RP life is kind of "fixed". You must reach school 830am. Ends at 3+ or 4pm. Go home.
Or if you want to attend a talk for CE points, you go.
Some of us are still in contact but majority isn't.

Then, I feel that there is a connection lost.
Due to my own selfish reason,
I hardly meet my clique.
I just go home after school. (Either that or I lepak somewhere else.)
I see them enjoying themselves (it's not that they didn't invite me. They did.)
I feel like shit man. I mean, what the hell am I doing!?
In a way, they remembered me. But on my side of story, I neglected them.
*doule facepalm*

When I was hoping someone will ask me out. NONE called (=A=)
When I plan to go out with either groups of my friends, something crop up.
*facepalm*
What is this man.
It's so hard to mange my time.

UT3 is just next week.
I haven't even BROWSE through my 6Ps.
Wait. I haven't even download from Leo yet.
*soul leave body*
(=3=)

I tend to say "I love you ____"
the "____" can be Twin, Qin Ai, Baby, Matrep etc.. So, don't anyhow think.
Either that or "I miss you ____"
By saying it so often, will they think that it didn't meant a thing at all?
Well, I only know that when I say that I realy meant it~

-----END OF RANDOM POST-----
Stop being selfish or you end up losing.

♥ My Story
11:58 AM